Just came home,I'm starting to doubt myself and a friend of mine.We used to be more comfortable with each other,still the problem tonight was that he seemed to be holding a grudge against me and of course I was in defense mode like being silent and acting like something troubles me.I'm getting tired of being tolerant and patient (which has dropped down significantly).
I'm starting to think (again) life has no joy at all not because of this trite "incident"but in general. Whenever I look back to some happy moments something has infected it.Feels like anything that might help me hold it together is grabbed by an invisible and invincible force leaving me with nothing but numbness.
I get a feeling I'll have a nervous breakdown soon enough...
I'm starting to think (again) life has no joy at all not because of this trite "incident"but in general. Whenever I look back to some happy moments something has infected it.Feels like anything that might help me hold it together is grabbed by an invisible and invincible force leaving me with nothing but numbness.
I get a feeling I'll have a nervous breakdown soon enough...
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