November 15th,2013

It's been a little more than a month since I last posted,it was supposed to be a daily thing but it turned out different.Anyway,I'll get to the point.
I might have mentioned it before,do you ever get sick of your own life or afraid of the future?I do... There are moments when you're hanging out with friends let's say but you feel completely out of space for no apparent reason,like thinking about everything I've done in my life till then and feeling like I'm drowning in a pool filled with my unfulfilled dreams and failures.Self hatred,understanding that the enemy is no one else but myself,a chilling awareness running through my blood that makes me wanna hide in the deepest forest or the darkest corner or someplace I'll feel safe and confident enough to make something of myself,something like an accomplishment without any regrets but pride.
Other than that it's not easy to be introverted and numb at the same time,not allowing yourself to cry even when you're alone,someone would ask why are you doing this to yourself,I guess I'll feel ashamed if I cry.Don't know how this thought got stuck in my head...
Anyway that's all I wanted to write about,hope everyone IF anyone is reading my blog is alright and have a wonderful day/night :)

October 5th,2013

The past few days have been dull,agitated and for some reason I have the premonition something bad is gonna happen soon,keep seeing crows everyday.I know it must be one of the region's inhabitants but still crows are bad omens.
Anyway what concerns me this morning is this,I have this hall mate who likes me,he is cute etc yet I like someone else (apart from the one who out of the blue stopped talking to me :( ) so I don't know what I'm supposed to do...Let's say I go out a couple of  times,there is a thing going on blah blah what worries me is the future.How will it affect our relationship with each other and the rest of our hall mates.
That's it for today.

October 1st,2013

I'm beginning to see I'm not so skilful as I thought I was and others said so...Probably Uni is not a place for me.So... making peace with the fact I'm a failure is getting easier every time.
That's all for today (I think)

September 25th,2013

It's a month and something since I last posted anything on the blog.
Many things have happened in this long period of my absence,like I got a tattoo,moved into my new home at university's residence halls
But (there is always a but) I was talking with this guy from my uni who actually didn't like at first and he did like me,then we got to meet and seems like he doesn't like me anymore cause he doesn't talk to me anymore the way he used to...
To be honest I deserve it cause I was the one blowing him off all the time,well gotta admit that's how my life is...

August 13th,2013

I know I've been writing a lot about infinite,but it's one of the most beautiful feelings

anyone can experience.Next to having dreams and even better in association with infinity :)

It's a classic which I personally think many people enjoy,especially the 80's and 90's ones.

Living in a community like mine there aren't many things to do,the education sucks

the only thing that helps people like me is this illusion of some day having moments and

emotions like the ones you get from songs like this in particular...

August 11th,2013

The power of a song itself is enough to make something stir inside your

soul,still how is it possible to all this emotions of hope,

clarity and optimism just by a music video?Sometimes these little moments

we get from a simple video are the ones we're gonna remember.What I mean

is getting this kind of feeling out from a song you heard or a clip you saw,for 

some people it might be the only way they get to feel alive,infinite...

July 31st,2013

Hello everyone,I finished reading this book called "The Maze Runner".I liked it.Anyway what I want to write about is fictional worlds.
I'm the kind of person who has a soft spot on imaginary places,mythology etc.I can't help myself but think how easily I see myself fit in in this kind of world instead of the drowsy reality we live.You might say it seems simple to live in worlds with magic (actual magic like wands,brooms and stuff) because facing life's obstacles is more difficult...